Well I’m sure most of you have guessed that I haven’t been eating right or working out. This makes me feel bad, because I was doing so well. I even stopped going to Weight Watchers. Any progress that I had made was essentially flushed down the toilet. This sucks. I do NOT want to be a fat a$$ my entire life. I don’t want to be unhealthy, but I continue to do this and disappoint myself. It’s no one else’s fault, but mine. I wish there was an easier way to lose weight, I really do. I’d like to say that I’m going to jump back in, feet first, and kick some butt… I just don’t know if I’ll stick to it. I will say that I’m going to try. Today I started back on Leslie and walked 1 mile. It was torture. I remember when I used to walk 3 and 4 miles with little to no issues. It wasn’t so long ago, but apparently it doesn’t take long for a conditioned body to relapse! So, I’m 1 mile closer to trying to get myself back on track. I’m going to force myself to do a mile tomorrow also. The thing is, the past few days; I’ve been so extremely tired that I have to force myself out of bed. I’m wondering if that’s part of me allowing myself to get so out of shape again. I have 3 weeks before my cruise. My goal is to try to lose 3lbs a week. More would be great, but I’d like to be down about 10lbs by August 28th.
You can do this, you just have to get your mind in the right place first. That's my problem. Well, that and I have a little boy that loves his mommy so much that he clings to my side. Lol.
ReplyDeleteThanks Rachel. I'm going to try. I think I'll go weigh in tomorrow at WW. It makes me ill thinking about it, but I need to see where I'm at right now, in order to set a goal.
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